Few days ago, I got my academic report, I had some thoughts.
完成大學後, 時間多咗, 同好多舊朋友出泥聚聚.
我問自己之前唔見D 朋友為咗閉關讀書值唔值?
雖然有好成績, 但原來唔值.
我讀大學果時, D 人食餐飯三十蚊都覺得好貴. 近朱者赤近墨者黑, 果期我特別慳, 二十蚊都覺得貴. 話題不太多, 扮靚化妝一定冇份, 講愛情, 一係就冇經驗一係就覺得一腳踏幾船都冇問題, SHIT…. 果期同D舊朋友出街佢地好似覺得我怪怪雞雞, 又好似ugly 咗. 好彩, 大學都有1, 2個正常既知己朋友. D 大學同學畢咗業3個月仲hea 緊, but none of my business, just dun follow them.
同中學同學出泥, 個個都係大小姐, 有$$$ 女, 所以一齊行街就買野, 食都食得豪爽. 爽 ar!!!! 再gossip一番! 佢地好識為將來打算, 所以佢地而家大部份都係專業人士.
同AD D朋友出泥中學同學差唔多, 一樣爽 AR!!! At least大家交到心, level又差唔多.
如果可以自己揀命運, 我會選擇讀第二間大学, 起馬身邊既人都同我差唔多, 有偈傾, 唔使就得咁辛苦. 我接觸到其他大學既人, 冇一個會hea到咁,唔為將來打算, 只為眼前成績去打生打死.
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前幾日我同我男朋友傾我公司D人際problems, 佢話我成日遇到呢D 問題, 應該係我有問題. 佢之前都覺得肥邦單野係我有問題, 又話我絕情delete 咗佢facebook, 我依家想講, 佢block咗我, 咁邊個絕D 呢?
我成日都諗, 我每一日都自我反省, 我希望自己變得更好.
我真係成日遇到呢D problems, 點解呢? 其實唔係我成日遇到. 而係我身邊D 人遲頓, 人地寸佢或者樹起條尾佢都feel 唔到. 我只係比較感受性強, 成日先知先覺.
試過la, 我之前一早睇穿男朋友哥哥個老婆係有D 問題, 我同男朋友講, 佢唔信, 仲叫我唔好講人事非. 最後, 男朋友媽媽開口同我男朋友講佢先信.
有好多時因為圈子唔同, 所以唔好咁快話係我既problem, 如果同一圈子你會明白我既處境. 有時我同男朋友講lei d yea, 我只係想要有個人係身邊聽我講, 而唔係話我有問題, 講到好似所有事非都係我製造出泥咁.
另外, 我男朋友係度計住facebook有幾多個人like 我地8週年既status, 我有13個, 佢有 28個. 佢話我少朋友. 我想講, 唔係越多人like就越多朋友.
I am not trying to look down on Hong Kong people, but a friend of mine from USA, she said that Hong Kong people are very mean to others and always 見高枱見低踩. 仲要記住我D facebook “friends ” from Hong Kong, 香港D人(not all of them, but mostly )係鐘意睇住人衰特別開心, 見人開心就小氣(that’s why the 八掛 magazine期期都賣到咁popular), 我身邊真係見過幾個人係見人甜甜蜜蜜就唔gur, 見人分手就笑人抵死. 我男朋友D friends 一大半都係from Canada , you know what I mean?
我男朋友成日話我冇朋友, 我想問吓佢有好多朋友, 但係交心有幾多個?'
最後, facebook上有咁多 “朋友” , 有幾多個見到面會只會hi-bye, 甚至冇傾偈? 有幾多個會見到面又會可以start a conversation lei?
I totally understand what you're talking about!!!
ReplyDelete其實我唔識你男友, 但聽你平時所講嘅野, 我估啦下...(No offense) 佢見識唔多...起碼無唔憂柴唔憂米, 一早就去左canada讀個幾年書..朋友呢家野, 貴精唔貴多, 一大堆豬朋狗友出去癲有幾難...你要揾到對你交心可以share secrets, 真係了解你, 大家唔使樣樣講到明已知對方講咩呢類朋友又有幾多個?
bonnie 單野佢無身在其中, 佢完全唔會明我地個種"受傷害"的感覺, 我地就講"對事不對人" ...但無呢個人就唔會有今次呢件事..就好似我都要斷絕佢揾我妹因為this is a way to protect who we love...反而我覺得你男友未試過要去保護佢任何一樣野, 因為佢從來想要就有, he has what he asked for. 至於閱人方面...有時唔知真係好過知...尤其男仔 (no offense again, my dad dou hai gum) 你講佢唔會信, 次次都係到自己出事喇/其他人地再講 先信..所以都係慳返啖氣吧啦.
yes ar fat mayyyy, u totally understand mee ar, love die u , i always hate tht when i am gettin older, i see things and people more clearer... it is a good way to protect myself, but not a good way to kno too many things... i always think it is not my problem, because i observe alot, and i feel uncomfortable so i tell my bf, but im not a si fay jing, but it is just happened and i felt it, and i cant tolerate , so i find someone to talk ... if u think of PAD , all my gossip started by gloria and ka yu, and now started by bonnie, u will kno tht i am not the one to start those si fay
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